So have a read and a little listen.
How
much of a cliché is it, when you say music has been in my life since I can
remember? It is a huge one, but one that
is so true to many music fans, I included in this statement. My Dad is a
massive music fan, and it is him that I have to thank for my music taste, and
one of the most influential artists I have come across. My Mum played her part
with the Motown and Northern Soul. Even my beloved Nan and Granddad were
exposing me to the music from their era whenever they looked after me, from Nat
King Cole, Andrea Bocelli, to ol' blue eyes himself Frank Sinatra. So it was no
surprise that I picked up the music bug really.
My
most vivid memory from childhood, is waking up on a Sunday morning to the sound
of my Dad singing (badly – don't ever ask for him to sing China girl) whilst
doing the general things round the house, and getting our Sunday roast ready.
He would sing anything from Bowie, The Smiths and Pink Floyd. As the years went
by his singing never improved but the bands did. Waking up to China girl was
now waking up to 'What took you so long' by The Courteeners and with a hangover
this was not a good combination.
Although
these bands changed from week to week one always remained consistent and that
was Pink Floyd. When I was developing my own music taste I never understood the
true meaning of Pink Floyd and why my Dad loves them as much as he does. The
comments came such as “they are a classic”, “they have amazing songs”, “the
lyrics are so powerful” and “the guitar playing is beyond anything else out
there that you are listening to”. Probably at this point I was going through my
girly boy band stage (this lasted a year) but I still could not understand what
the fuss was about them. So I just trudged along listing to Nirvana, Suede,
Manic Street Preachers and such not.
That
was until something quite prolific was about to happen in my life. It is
amazing how things change when a situation arises. You see things differently
and you certainly listen to music differently, you try to get where the writer
is and feel how they are feeling. This something has shaped me to be who I am
today. My Nan was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumour. This woman had been
in my life from the beginning and now she was not going to be there. She had
always taught me to be who I wanted to be, was only round the corner from where
I lived, and one huge influence on my life. So coming to terms with not having
her was something I could not get my head round, but the world still keeps
going even though you are going through something so big and hurtful. It is
only here I that realise the power that Pink Floyd actually has, and why my Dad
loved them so much. It was in the final stages of my Nan's illness that I
picked up on it. I had come back from seeing her in the hospice and Dad was
doing whatever he was doing round the house, and it was playing. The song that
would change me and the way that I listened and thought about music. That song
was 'comfortably numb' by Pink Floyd.
This
whole song summed up everything that I was feeling, and how my Nan was in those
final stages of the illness. If you have ever seen or been through watching
someone battle cancer, then you will understand this song and how it relates to
everything you and the person going through it are feeling. “There is no pain
you are receding, a distant ship smoke on the horizon, you are only coming
through in waves, your lips move but I can't hear what you are saying”. This
particular lyric will be forever with me and will always make me think of my
Nan. She was comfortably numb towards the end.
So
from this horrible loss, I gained a new band, not much of a consolation, but
was something that she gave to me before she went. From this I delved further
and further into Pink Floyd much to my father gloating and saying the
obligatory “I told you so”. But I didn't care I just wanted to hear more of
this band. I was hooked from then on and have been ever since. If I am ever
caught off guard and hear 'Comfortably numb', then it does bring a tear to my
eye, of course it will, that event was a life changing one. One of my other
favourite Floyd songs is the early one 'See Emily play', which ironically enough
was penned in my college, where I studied journalism. Another is of course
'Shine on you crazy diamond’ all 7 parts I might add. You can not listen to it
in a single part. I often listen to that on my bus journey home from work.
Listening to each chord played, each bass line and all the other effects going
on in the back ground.
Pink
Floyd are a classic bands, who have stood the test of time. I only wish that I
had listened to my Dad sooner and took advantage from an earlier age. But it is
these things that make us who we are, and I doubt that if things had not of
happened they way they have, I wouldn't be concentrating on my career as a
music journalist. I do know one thing for sure that I will be introducing my
children (when I have them) to the music of Pink Floyd and any others I feel
they need to know about. Although I won't torture them with my Dads singing.
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